Alone and in tears I think of the past
Remember the sadness that all i have left.
Being with you went away too fast.
In tears and on the floor again I am alone.
Death on my mind, how should I die?
Blood pouring out I can’t tell if its mine.
Fate which has my life, when will it end?
Raining on me, or do these tears fall from my eye
Where is the person who wants me alive?
Who is the one who will stop these tears?
When will I ever be saved?
What will you do if I never come back?
Now I Know my fate and will leave
Here is the vein which will end it.
There it watches me, the knife in my hand.
And with one slash I lie on the ground.
Now that I slowly die I hear your voice.
Now that I see you face, I hear you cries.
Now that your close to me I feel your warmth.
Now that its dark and quiet you disappear.
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The moons a big white football,
The suns a pound of butter,
The earth is going round the twist,
And I’m a little nutter!
The suns a pound of butter,
The earth is going round the twist,
And I’m a little nutter!
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I can’t let you go, you’r stuck in my heart
I’ll follow you, where ever you want me
You were always there, from the very start
When I’m with you, I can finally see
As I sleep a peaceful dream, I think of you.
I won’t shed my tears, for I am always smiling
The love we created, is a thing couples do.
For every kiss, I feel like I’m flying
Whenever I see you, I feel so shy.
But these feelings I have, feels so right.
I thank my lords, high in the sky
Happy to hear your voice, once a night.
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All alone at the end of the day
The time, just a little past ten
Evening has come for a short stay
It’s time for her sorrow again
The smile on her face she’s been holding
Suddenly, she lets fall
And the feelings begin unfolding
She comes out of her personal wall
As the world settles down for the night
She awakens herself from a dream
The girl they thought had life going right
No longer the image she seemed
She takes off the disguise she’s wearing
Opens her heart to the truth
Now behind closed doors she’s not caring
About life, or love in her youth
She sits by the mirror spilling tears
And she cries by herself in the dark
Hours of acting like there’s no fears
Takes a lot from an empty heart
Inside she’s lonely and sad
But acts like she’s fine by day
In her misery, wishing she had
A friend, or a promise to stay
Ashamed of the truth she’s been keeping
Living hours in daylight a lie
This is the reason in darkness she’s weeping
Taking time out from each day to cry
The time, just a little past ten
Evening has come for a short stay
It’s time for her sorrow again
The smile on her face she’s been holding
Suddenly, she lets fall
And the feelings begin unfolding
She comes out of her personal wall
As the world settles down for the night
She awakens herself from a dream
The girl they thought had life going right
No longer the image she seemed
She takes off the disguise she’s wearing
Opens her heart to the truth
Now behind closed doors she’s not caring
About life, or love in her youth
She sits by the mirror spilling tears
And she cries by herself in the dark
Hours of acting like there’s no fears
Takes a lot from an empty heart
Inside she’s lonely and sad
But acts like she’s fine by day
In her misery, wishing she had
A friend, or a promise to stay
Ashamed of the truth she’s been keeping
Living hours in daylight a lie
This is the reason in darkness she’s weeping
Taking time out from each day to cry
Written by Shannen Wrass
Copyright © 1995 Shannen Wrass. All Rights Reserved
Copyright © 1995 Shannen Wrass. All Rights Reserved
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